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My mom always told me that if there were ever to be trouble in this country, terrorist attack or a war or something like that, that I have to run. Take our dog and just leave. Whether is was to Canada or with my friends in France. I told her I would but now she is getting really scared with this whole ordeal with North Korea. 

The other night I had this very strange dream. As a start, in school we are learning about the Holocaust in English. We read Night by Elie Weisel. One of the cases he talked about was how he had to run over 43 miles to another camp. What I remember from my dream is that my mother and I were in the Holocaust. I knew what was happening but she didn't. I kept telling her to show the Germans, the SS, or the doctors that she was still healthy enough to work. I knew if she couldn't prove it she would be killed. 

She was able to pass all the tests but then came the running. I kept telling her to keep running, to not stop running, don't give up, it's only a little farther if you keep going. 

I told my mom this and she thought that maybe it was because I read about it. I told her no because I finished the book a couple of weeks ago. Her next idea was that maybe I wouldn't run without her and that I would be persistant for her to come too. I thought so too because I couldn't go without her. I would beg and plead and refuse to leave unless she came with. 

Maybe this is a sign from God that terrible things are about to happen and that we need to leave, and soon. 

Have you ever had one of those days that everything went wrong? Have you ever just wanted to break down and cry? Have you ever had your bad day turned around so fast it made your head spin? I have and that day was today.

Today absolutely sucked. I overslept and luckily was only 20 minutes late to school. After that everything went downhill. My friends were in crappy moods and we kept snipping at each other. I'm pretty sure I failed my Astronomy exam. Work sucked I kept screwing up the most simple tasks. Everybody there was in a crappy mood. Liam was being a jerk as always. Not as bad today though which was good. My coworker James is trying to take my best friend away from me. He's trying to convince her to ditch me and hang with him. Liam started being his funny adorable self near the end. It makes me miss him. Our manager Liam, (yes they have the same name. Lol) brought us back a pizza and I climbed on top of the flour bags that were about 8 feet high. It was my perch. Little Liam (nickname we all gave my ex) looked up at me and asked shouldn't I be taking care of front. I said no, I'm eating. He said you weren't before, you were perching. It sounded so dumb! But it was so funny!

Sara came in towards the end of my shift and we talked it out. James was her ride home so we hung out at the store for a while. We kept commenting on everybody and just "perching" and watched them all work. Sara threw my visor at James and he wouldn't pick it up. After a while I asked Liam if he could pick it up for me. He asked if I was crippled and I told him yes. He then said I hate cripples. Then out of no where I said, "oh! So that's why you broke up with me!" Sara and I started laughing so hard we were crying and it hurt. I felt awful though, I don't think he heard me but I'm not sure. Sara said I have never loved you as much as I do now. Best thing ever!

James kept squirting us with the sink sprayer and Sara kept saying that he was spewing everywhere.

When it was finally time to leave, I debated on jumping down off the flour but Sara said that she would catch me and she grabs my arms and yanks me down. I almost fell on top of her and Liam was actually frightened. It was funny.

It was a crappy day up until about the end, but even then it wasn't great.

Who would know that months after us breaking up it would still hurt as much as the day we did? Who would know that I would fall for you as deep as I had? Who would know that I would think about quitting my job? I sure didn't. Did you?

Who would know that I would meet some guy on Omgele an actually become friends with him? Who knew that this guy would hate you so much for the way you treat me? I never would have known, but I do now.

I fall into this void deeper and deeper everyday. Why can't you get out of my life? Why can't you stop being a jerk to me? Why do you still affect me like you do? I don't know why and I don't want to.

I did forget something. I recently got diagnosed with ADHD and insomnia. I am now taking medication for both. :/

The other day at work I had forgotten to take my medication that morning for my ADHD and one of my managers asked if I had taken it and I told her no. So she made me go get it and take it. After a while my supervisor pulls me aside and told me how shocked she was on how different I acted once I took the meds...she said that it was a whole new personality taking over. I was shocked to find out I changed that much while on it.

I sleep better now too so that's a huge plus.

Okay, now I'm done.

Hi everyone. Yes I am finally back after a very long break. A very well needed break. I have a lot to catch up on. So I will start from the beginning and try to keep it short.

I got Honor Roll last semester. I haven't been on the Honor Roll since 5th grade. So that is a big achievement. I am now in photography and I love it. I got changed English teachers and it's great!!

Work is going good. I still work with Liam but that's okay. I got another raise and that makes me feel good. I absolutely love my job and my co-workers. It wouldn't be the same without them.

To be honest, I think I am starting to lose my best friend. She hasn't been the same since she started dating this new guy. Maybe it will pass because I like this guy a lot better than the last one.

And me? I'm good. Better than good. I am going to Prom with my best guy friend and I am super excited! It's a masquerade themed Prom and my dress is all picked out! It's going to be so fun.

I am leaving hopefully for London during Spring Break. My friend hasn't gotten back with me yet. :/ Anyways, I do get to go back to Niort, France for a whole month in June!!! I can't wait to see all my friends there again! :D <3

I kept it shorter than I thought I would. So I think that's it for now. If I think of anything though I will post it.

I'll write again soon.

P.S. I got a parrot! It likes to meow.

Just like the title this post will be short sweet and to the point. I will be posting again and soon. I now own my very own laptop so it'll be a lot easier for me to post. I hope all of your Christmas' went well. That you all got what you wanted, and even if you didn't, you still had a great time. Well see you guys tomorrow. Bye.

Hey everyone. It's been so long since I have been on here. I'm sorry. So much has happened, life has been a little down but it will be okay. 

Liam broke up with me. I know I said earlier how our relationship was going so well, yeah well I guess things change. I was worse the weeks right after the breakup and I am doing better now but I'll have moments of where I miss him. We still work together and it's been alright. Not to awkward. 

My cat Momo died. He was only 5. He was mine. I miss him so much. He had feline leukemia and we had to put him down because he was in so much pain. He's in no more pain now and is in a better place, that is what keeps me going. He died after I got home from the Wizarding World of Harry Potter.

That's the only good thing to happen to me, was going to Harry Potter World. I enjoyed it and I can't wait to go back again. Hogwarts was amazing, Hogsmeade was amazing, Butterbeer was amazing!! 

My grades are still decent so that's good. 

I met an Australian named Jacob, he was staying with our friend Sam. He wasn't an exchange student he was just visiting Sam. 

Sorry this post had to be a little depressing, life is slowly getting back on track so hopefully soon I'll be back with more happier stories. 

See ya.

When I first started this blog I didn't think anyone would actually read it, but I have a couple of them with 50 views and that makes me feel awesome!

This morning I woke up real early...it sucked. I had to go to work at 11 and it went soo slow. It was unbelievable how slow it went. I had James to keep me company So that was fun.

After work I realized that my manager had set me to work on Wednesday. I can't work on Wednesdays because of my other job and Youth Group. She set me to find someone even though it was her fault. I called Liam and he didn't answer so I called him from the work phone. I felt so bad because I woke him up. I thought he was mad at me because he sounded like he was. I was waiting for my dad to pick me up when my old coworker Ray comes in!! I was so happy to see him!

After work I went to this thing called Trunk or Treat at my grandma's work. That was kind of fun. I took my 4 year old brother around and he seemed to enjoy it. He dressed up as Thor..it was to cute!

They had mini games that they were doing and one of them was a ring toss to win a 2 liter. This little boy dressed as Woody was in front of me and my brother and he didn't win one. My brother throws 2 and I throw 1 and I got one. I landed on the Root Beer. I really don't like Root Beer. The little Woody was crying because he didn't get one. I went and asked my dad if he wanted the Root Beer and when he said no, I walk over to the little boy and offer him mine. His face lights up instantly! It made me happy that I could make him happy. His mom looks at me and whispers thank you so much to me. I told her it was really no problem. They gave me M n M's to make up for it. That pretty much made my day. :)

After all that we go to Wendys to eat. Then we go to my aunts house and hang out there. Now I'm home and contemplating on whether I should go to bed. Resident Evil 4 just came on though! So i may not go to bed now! You dont know how awesome I feel to have the same name as Alice from Resident Evil :) its freakin' awesome!! Well this is probably all I'm going to write tonight so I can watch the movie, so I shall say...à bientôt!

I'm so sorry that I didn't post yesterday!! I had no way to! I'll give you an update for Thursday though!

School was normal. My flute works!!! I can play Mary Had a Little Lamb on it!! It's so cool!

Every Thursday I go to my dads house and yesterday I went over. It was awful. My dad and stepmom started fighting...again. I hate it when they fight. I grew up with constant fighting. I hate it. I said about 10 words yesterday to the both of them combined. Oh well, the rest of the night went well...almost finished 50 Shades Darker. It's so good (and not just because of the sex.)

Today was really good actually. My flute messed up though :( it made me sad.

Work was bearable. I got out of shaker boarding though!! Right after school I called Little Caesars and Liam answered! As soon as I heard him start talking my day was better. He did the script your supposed to say and I was excited to hear him, so I practically shouted "Hi Liam! It's Alice!" I asked to talk to a manager but he started saying "Yes you're still coming in and you're being brought inside." I was shocked, he answered my question even before I asked it! I got out of shaker boarding and it was awesome! My poor Liam had to work 8 hours today. I felt so bad for him :( We got out at the same time but I asked if he would wait with me until my dad came. He did and we were holding hands when Christian said "Aww that's so..disgusting!" and somebody from the back asked what was, and he answered that we were holding hands. Christian is funny though. He said it was cute that we're dating. So obviously he was joking.

Oh my gosh!! I have to say this!!! I got a 10 cent raise!! I almost didn't though!! You can't get higher than a 34 or you don't get it..I got a 32, I was so scared. Now I have a 20 cent raise all together! It's so awesome!

Right now I'm teasing Liam about wrestling since he doesn't have cable and can't watch it. It's fun :)

That's all for the night dear friends. Donbranoc!!!

Oh my goodness!! I have so much to say today!!!

Okay, so first off, my friend Brittany comes up to me before school starts an asks if I am retaking the choir quiz..I say yes and she asks if I wanted to go with her now...I say yes and go retake it. After I'm done and getting ready to leave my teacher comes up to me and says he needed to talk to me. He comes up to me and asks why did I say what I did to Molly last night. I told him exactly why and he told me he was disappointed blah blah blah. He was going to have me and her talk it out during 2nd period. We did and we got all of our problems with each other..still don't care for her but I'm going to be the bigger person and try..and I do mean TRY to get along with her. It's going to be hard.

The rest of school was boring as normal but me and Brittany got on the school news! That was cool. Ceramics was awesome!!! I got my turtle to work!! My flute works!! All thanks to Maddie!! I won't be able to thank her enough!! She's in Ceramics III and she noticed I was having issues so she came and helped me and now my flute works!! That made my day!!

I had Robotics after school and not much happened...except my friend Alex put Slender on the computer and he played it for awhile. Then I wanted to play even though I freaked out the first time. I played it and lost, but I didn't see him though because I covered my eyes...but when a kid found a note and then left the computer to see how long you could stand there without getting caught, I decided to run into the woods and stand there. I then decide to turn around and face the building but Slender Man was right there! I screamed and then fell backwards onto the floor (I was standing.) It was so funny though!! I then read the rest of the time(yes, 50 Shades of Grey...it's so intriguing!!) After Robotics I go home and watch my show 'Once Upon a Time' love that show!

I also had Youth Group tonight. Band got to sing and I thought we did an awesome job! My youth pastor today used painting as a reference..and e asked us you know how they have those different colored cards with the different shades? He started using gray as the example!! He kept saying all these different shades of gray, Cara and I are in the back cracking up because we were both thinking of 50 Shades. It was so funny!!

I went to Liam's house afterward and we went over to his neighbors house. Daniel the little boy, puts on footy pajamas but has his knees where the feet go so he looked like a midget...it was the funniest thing I ever saw. But of course Liam had to drag me over to the trampoline and start doing wrestling moves on me...like always...it's okay though..I enjoy it ;)

It was then time for me to go and he gives me a hug and says bye but it also sounded like he said I love you...I don't know though..I didn't have time to find out. I'm curious on whether he did actually say it.

It's time for bed my dear friends so I bid you adieu.

Hey guys! How was your day today? Great! Mine was awful..

First off my mom and I got in this huge fight that started off with her wanting to search my backpack. (I'm trying to hide "50 Shades of Grey" from her...shhh our secret!!) That put me in such a horrid mood, school didn't help at all because Sally told me that those Freshman still talked crap about me way after I left.

I couldn't deal with it anymore..when it was time for choir class I went and told my teacher what they said. He said he would deal with it and talk to them about it. (I find out later from Cara that those Freshman who said all those are not allowed in choir anymore..ever..I just got 3 or 4 Freshman kicked out of choir for the rest of their high school career...oops...)

Anyways, school went on like normal...bleh. Except for Chemistry! I got a 51/52 on my test! A+!! It made me so happy! Oh and Ceramics was fun. My turtle flute is coming out quite nicely.

After school, me and my bestest friend of all time, Sara, hung out at a coffee shop, we talked about complete randomness stuff, what's going on in our lives, blah blah blah. Sara works with me at Little Caesars so we decide to go and get some food and then hang out at the park by Liam's(my boyfriend) house. We had him meet us there and we hung out for a bit then it's time to go home and get ready for the concert.

The concert didn't go as bad as I thought it would except for one thing...Molly. She is so irritating! She thinks she knows everything and tries to boss the rest of us around! All because she accidentally got voted section leader when all of us were talking about the other Molly. So she came back all high and mighty. Well I tried to tell her during class today that she was off on a part, she started denying it and blaming other people even though the whole section knows its her! During the concert I heard her mess up so afterwards I told her, hey! Nice mess ups by the way..really liked them! Then I walked away. Oh she did not like that at all...WW3 is going to probably start tomorrow...oh well! I don't care about her so whatever she does won't matter.

Oh! I forgot to tell!! During the Beginning Women's performance this girl starts creeping up on the stage and me, Sara, Cara, and Katie were all looking at each other wondering who she is, when she goes and stands in the alto group...she was a member of choir!! She went on stage during the middle of the performance!!! I told Cara that she is not going to be in choir for much longer..our teacher was ticked but he hid it so well..but I hate to be her at this moment.

One more thing..I sent Liam a text today(he's homeschooled) telling him that I think I'm falling in love with him...which I do think. I just don't know if it was wrong of me to say it though..I did send him a text saying he never said anything about it..he texts me back," :) what can I say over text?" in my mind I was like touché.

Well that was my day. Some good and some bad. But as performers say..the show must go on!! Auf Wiedersehen!!!

I think I'm starting to like the whole blogging process. It's very interesting.

So anyways, in my school choir I am an alto. (For those who are music challenged, an alto is a girl who sings low.) Today was our after school rehearsal for our concert tomorrow and I was so excited to be combined with the Beginning and Chorale(highest choir group) but it was a disaster! The Beginning girls were off and when I tried to tell them they got all crappy with me and didn't like the fact that I corrected them! Then they started talking crap about me. I was like hell no! I'm a Junior and and they all are a bunch of stupid Freshman! So I told my friend Sally who is a Junior in the Beginning choir to go them that I am a Junior and that I will make the rest of their high school career so miserable that they will want to commit suicide. A little mean, yes I know, but it ticked me off...I knew as a Freshman not to mess with Juniors or Seniors. I was a smart cookie! I haven't found out yet what they said to her but I will let you know when I do.

I'm a little nervous for our choir concert...because just in my class the only people that can be heard is me and another girl named Molly. Molly and I were talking after class and I told her that it basically was an Alice and Molly show...we could do the whole concert by ourselves and we would still sound just as loud as we do now with the rest of the group. Oh but add in Cara and Katie and we would have a stronger sound, but Katie wasn't in class today and it made me sad.   It's really ticking me off because they should be getting it. My class consists of Sophomores and older. They know how choir works by now. 

I have done my venting, I shall go now and let you all get back to your lives..so adiós amigos!

I guess I should have told you a little about my self first, but I didn't think about it until now.

Once upon a time there was a girl named Alice. I am 17 years old and a Junior...I should actually be a senior but my birth date missed the cutoff date by 2 weeks! Boo! Anyways...I have a part time job at Little Caesars(which I have already mentioned.) I am a part of the Robotics club at my school. I have been a member since Freshman year. It's such a blast! I pretty much dislike school except this year since I'm taking a bunch of electives.

My favorite colors are blue and purple. My favorite movie is Moulin Rouge. My favorite movie and book series is Harry Potter(no competition.) I'm very disorganized. I WILL trip over my own feet while walking. I'm very short(only 4'11.)

I love all kinds of music except rap and country..ick. I mainly like rock such as Metallica and Theory of a Deadman, but I also like pop such as Lady GaGa and Black Eyed Peas. I also love One Direction and Big Time Rush...but I HATE Justin Beiber!

I can speak a little French. I have been to Paris and was an exchange student to a city in France called Niort. It was such a great experience!

I'm a huge musical freak! My favorites are Wicked and Joseph and the Technicolor Dreamcoat. My best friend is in our schools production of it! I can't wait to see it!

I still love to watch cartoons. Spongebob is the best! Followed by Fairly Odd Parents.

I'm a very odd and random person. I have a very short temper...(no pun intended) but I am normally a very happy, hyper, and bubbly person...I think this is enough information for you people to know about me...so until tomorrow!(or whenever) Ciao!

Since I haven't posed since Thursday here is a little update.

On Friday my youth group had this thing they call Dart Wars. It's where we use plastic pipes to shoot Nerf darts at each other. It's a lot of fun. That was Dart Wars 3 and it was my first time going.

Yesterday I had to work and it was awful. I kept messing up and my manager kept getting on me..and then even if it wasn't my fault she would still chew me out for it. Also my boyfriend was so stressed out that he kept snapping at me...that, plus my manager, put me in such a horrid mood that I wanted to cry. I got out an hour late and I wanted to go home and go to bed, but my mom's brothers were celebrating her birthday and she wanted to go back so I hung out with my younger cousins while they played Black Ops.

Today is my mom's birthday and we are celebrating by watching Chicago and eating burgers. My present to her was taking her to a fancy restaurant that she loves.

It sucks though because I had to work today..I was sitting in bible class using my bible app when I get a text from my boyfriend asking if I worked today and I said yeah and that I have to shaker board. He texted back no you're not, you're inside and you need to be here now. So I had to leave class and go to work. Then I had band practice after work and it was so funny because Cara kept getting the words wrong and we would start laughing so hard that we couldn't keep singing.

This was pretty much my weekend and it had its ups and downs but today isn't over so hopefully that it will go up. I think this is all so for now..Au revoir!

So I've never really done the whole blogging thing before but I thought I would try it out!

Okay so first off, my name is Alice. I'm 17 and I just have to say that Junior year started out grand! I have an amazing job and even though I got it last year that doesn't matter. I've been working at Little Caesars for 10 months. In the beginning everyone told me I would get sick of pizza but I didn't believe them..I should have. I'm so sick of pizza now it's not even funny! I also had people say that the people at work wouldn't really be my friends that I wouldn't see them outside of work...WRONG! Some of my good friends are there. I even met my boyfriend there!

Anyways my classes this year are awesome! Except my English, I love English but I hate the teacher. Today we were talking about virtues we need to work on and I said Sincereity-the use of no hurtful deceit..I said that it's hard because there are some people that you just have to hate, my class started laughing because I had added a hidden message in there. Also a guy in my class said chasity and the first three words said rarely use venery..I asked aloud what venery was but I saw the definition and it said sex..I got so embarrassed. I'm taking Film Literature and all we do is watch movies! It's great! I'm also taking Ceramics and we are working on an animal flute..it's very hard. My choir group was the weakest section but I'm pretty sure the altos will come up on top..I think this is all I want to write for now...so for now..Cheerio!